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I keep saying I'm going to do better, and start writing in here again, but as of today I've failed to do it.

This is totally stupid too since I went and bought a permanent account. If anything should make me want to use the heck out of LJ once more, that should.

Married life is keeping me pretty busy. I have to say it was a very hard first year. I love David dearly but it's flat out difficult getting use to being a wife. That typed, I wouldn't change marrying him for anything.

We've had some things thrown at us that some couples wed for 25 years haven't had to endure but we've gotten thru them the best we could.

It's also scary at times being a fire fighter's wife. I admit I don't panic as much anymore when he goes out on a run, but when I DO get scared, it's a deeper more intense fear then I believed I would ever feel.

I can't explain it unless you have someone special to you who risks their life on purpose by going to work.

I'm also extremely proud of David.

I don't remember if I'm mentioned or not, but he and I have two "babies" now. We got two dogs and named them Molly and Zoey. They are the best (excluding my beloved late Jace). We have tried in the "having a baby" department but so far no luck.

I really would like to have a child. I never felt that way very strongly until I did get married. I'm honestly not sure what changed in me, but something did, and I never expected it to.

Oh well, whatever happens happens I guess.

It's getting close to 1 AM and I should go on to bed.
Where Am I At Right Now?:
my living room
My Up or Down Mood?:
blank blank
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
listening to Zoey growl and Molly bark
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It's been exactly one year ago today that my mother-in-law, Wanda, passed away from a massive blood clot. She'd just  had hip surgery the day before, and was doing fine, or so we were told.

It's weird the things you remember. I recall Dave, my father-in-law Ed, and me eating at a fish place after we left the hospital room the night just before she died. I looked at my watch and it read, "8:32 PM".

It also hangs in my mind how I was the last one out of her hospital room, and just as I was leaving, she called to me and said, "Now Kimmie, you hold down the fort."

I just looked at her strangely and nodded, "Okay, I promise. I love you."

She smiled brightly, "I love you too honey."

Strange...


Where Am I At Right Now?:
The home office
My Up or Down Mood?:
sad sad
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I know it's been almost a year since I posted, and for that I apologize DEEPLY. I guess after getting married and my mother-in-law passing away suddenly, time got away from me.

I've missed you all so very much, and saying "I'm sorry" just isn't enough but I hope you can forgive me.

Things are basically the same since I last wrote. David and I will celebrate our first anniversary next month on the 12th, barring any bad luck.

We are the proud parents of TWO babi...puppies. They are Molly and Zoey, and wonderful dogs. Miss Molly is a mix of Collie and Mountain Cure. Munchie (Zoey's nick-name) is a Yorkie Poo.

I'm also making my annual request for snail mail addresses so I may send you a Christmas card. As the majority of you know, I LOVE mailing them, and ALSO receiving them, so if you would like me to send you one, please leave a response in the comments section. As soon as I see it (which will be OFTEN because I'll constantly check) I will remove your name from public view and get you all made up. =)

I also broke down and decided to buy myself a permanent account today for an early December 25th present, so figured I better start writing in LJ again to get my money's worth.

Now to go try to get the dogs in from the cold.

HUGS!

Where Am I At Right Now?:
The home office
My Up or Down Mood?:
cold cold
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
Roar of a car passing the house
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I love my firefighter husband dearly, and am SO happy we are married, but WHY does he have to call me SO much when he's at the fire station??

I did and did not get the job at the newspaper. They gave the reporter job to someone else, but want to hire me as a "freelance journalist", and the editor said if this hired person does not work out in the 90 day probation period, the job is mine, hands down.

I get paid $10 for every story I submit, and $10 for every  picture. He is also going to send me as many press releases as his monthly budget will allow and I write up stories on them.

I asked him how many other freelance people they have, and he kind of chuckled a moment, then said, "We don't have any. You are the first."

I did not know how to take that.
My Up or Down Mood?:
amused amused
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Today I had my second interview for the position of newspaper reporter at the local daily paper. It sounds like I have a good possibility IF they do not hear of a hiring freeze.

I am suppose to know something for sure by next Wednesday. This hurry-up-and-nothing-happens is driving me nuts!

My sister's birthday is today. Angie turns 34. Dave and I are planning on going down to visit my parents this weekend (YEAH!!!!) and so we are all going to celebrate it then. David and I got her a really cute Valentine's Day stuffed puppy.


I'm not sure what my sweet hubby Davey has planned for me tomorrow, but he keeps asking me if I could handle being outdoors sitting by a fire this time of year? He knows I feel rotten because I have a nasty cold and sore throat right now. I told him I am okay as long as I load up on cold meds. David's friend Andy is in this with him because Andy is bringing his girlfriend Emily as well.

It sounds like it could be romantic but who knows?

Tonight Dave is suppose to bring me something to eat from McDonalds. He is meeting Andy and his other friend Nathan in town for a "little boys night out". That is FINE with me because it gives me some "alone time". =>
My Up or Down Mood?:
optimistic optimistic
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I am posting the below article because not only was I a classmate of Aaron's at Crothersville High School, but I am also SO angry at all this that I don't know what to do. He would have graduated in our class of 1989 had he not stopped getting  his education around 10th grade. Please feel free to copy what is below and put it in your own journals if you so wish to spread the word of STOPPING hate crimes! Thank you.

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Aaron Hall UPDATE:

Courtesy of Advance Indiana


Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Judge Accepts Hall Killer's Manslaughter Plea Agreement

Jackson Circuit Court Judge Bill Vance agreed with county prosecutors that an 18-year-old man who brutally beat a 5'4", Aaron "Shorty" Hall and then dumped his nude body along a secluded farm road to die in the cold should be sentenced to just 30 years for voluntary manslaughter and not murder. With good time credit, Hall should be a free man in about 15 years. Coleman King's attorneys didn't even have to offer a single witness or a single piece of evidence to win this incredible plea agreement. Aubrey Woods of the Crothersville Times describes the courtroom scene at King's sentencing hearing:

During his plea hearing, King admitted to beating Hall to death. King said he became extremely irritated and angry when Hall questioned his sexuality and grabbed King’s crotch.

That incident occurred as the two drank beer and whiskey with Gray at Gray’s home, 6420 S. 1025E, Crothersville, according to court documents. King also admitted he kicked Hall in the head more than one time after Hall was taken to a rural Crothersville area and left on the ground near Cinder Road.

King said he knew Hall might die if he kicked him in the head with his cowboy boots. King and Gray later retrieved Hall’s body from a field near where he was left and took it back to Gray’s home.

Police found Hall’s body wrapped in a blue tarp behind cabinets in the garage on April 24. Police found the body after an investigation began when Hall was reported missing by an acquaintance.

Sabrina Baker, the mother of Hall’s 10-year-old daughter, also testified during Tuesday’s sentencing hearing. “You permanently damaged her,” Baker said of her daughter. “All she has left of him now is pictures and memories. Shorty was so much to so many people. Now all we have is to visit his grave.”

King’s attorney, Joseph Payne, called no witnesses or presented any evidence or statements during the hearing, which lasted less than 10 minutes.

Payne declined to comment after the hearing.

After the hearing, Deputy Prosecutor Amy Travis said the family was in agreement with the plea deal and that she always tries to go along with wishes of the family if they fall within the scope of the law.


Wood's story omits the fact that King just didn't kick Hall in the head once with his boot, but more than 70 times he used a boot to strike Hall's body. The beating took place over a several hour period according to the killer's own confessions. It is beyond human understanding that the Hall family would accept this pathetic plea agreement. I'm not even going to begin to understand this place called Jackson County, Indiana. What happened in that courtroom today is an affront to the American criminal justice system. Matthew Shepard's killers tried to use a gay panic defense in Wyoming to escape a more serious murder charge. Wyoming courts wouldn't allow it. In Hall's case, the defense attorneys claim they weren't invoking any gay panic defense, but clearly prosecutors felt that a Jackson County jury would be sympathetic to King's and his co-killer, Garrett Gray's statement that the beating which led to Hall's death happened because of a supposed unwanted sexual advance. There is absolutely nothing in their video-taped confessions which supports a theory of manslaughter. This was a cold-blooded murder and nothing less.

Illustrating the absurdity of today's 30-year sentence for King, today a Marion County judge sentenced Robert Quarles to 30 years in prison for trying to hire another person to kill his wife. Or take the case of 18-year-old Jamie Carson, grandson of the late U.S. Rep. Julia Carson. He received a 120-year prison term after he was found guilty in 1999 of several home invasions and a hate crime attack on two of his victims. The victims were two Hispanic men who were gay. Carson and his accomplices forced the two men to perform sex acts on each other at gunpoint, burned them with a steam iron, tied them together and taunted them with homophobic remarks. One of the men was forced to drink a mixture of urine and bleach. As bad as Quarles' and Carson's crimes were, their victims were not killed. In the case of Carson, he will spend the rest of his life in prison. Coleman King and Garrett Gray will be released when they are in their 30s, or about the same age as Aaron Hall was when they brutally ended his life.

Meanwhile, there may be some hope that Indiana will join the civilized world and enact a hate crimes law. For the second consecutive year, the House Courts and Criminal Code Committee has passed hate crimes legislation authored by Rep. Greg Porter, HB 1076, by a vote of 8-3. The bill is co-authored by two Republicans, 7th District congressional candidate Rep. Jon Elrod (R-Indianapolis) and Rep. Ralph Foley (R-Martinsville). Three Republicans on the committee voted against the bill, Rep. Eric Koch (R-Bedford), Rep. Greg Steuerwald (R-Danville) and Rep. John Ulmer (R-Goshen). Elrod was the only Republican on the committee who voted for HB 1076.

The so-called "bias crimes" legislation will allow judges to impose harsher sentences on persons who commit crimes against a person or their property because of their race, disability, national origin, religion, sexual orientation or gender identity. All but five states in the nation have adopted this legislation in some form. The religious right has successfully defeated the legislation in the past by mounting bigoted attacks, which have been focused on the legislation's inclusion of "sexual orientation" and "gender identity" and give gays and cross-dressers "special rights." Ironically, the opponents claim it will infringe upon their "freedom of speech" and "freedom of religion" rights. These, of course, are the same people who are determined to write discrimination into our state's constitution against gays, lesbians and unmarried persons.

End of article

Just two comments:

1) How can someone drive home to get a shotgun and then return to kill someone and that not be premeditated murder?

2) Please, please, please urge your state legislators to support HR 1076 and ignore any pressures from the so-called religious right.

My Up or Down Mood?:
distressed distressed
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I believe I have a job as an Escrow Operating Manager in a bank. I had my second interview today and the interviewer said she would be calling me next week to let me know my orientation days.

When I got the call yesterday to go in today, I misunderstood, and actually thought I HAD the job already. When I told David I did, later on in the evening he spoke with his Dad, telling him.

Ed (my FIL) told Dave I got it only because I'm good-looking.

Is that a compliment or an insult? I'm not sure.
My Up or Down Mood?:
annoyed annoyed
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Put in bold the things that have happened or are happening in your life at the moment:

Father went to college?

Father finished college

Mother went to college?

Mother finished college

Have any relatives who are attorneys, physicians, or professors?

Were higher social class than your grade and high school teachers?

Had more than 25 books in your childhood home?

Had more than 250 books in your childhood home?

Were read children's books by a parent?

Colored with your parents?

Are taking any sort of schooling now?

Had music lessons of any kind before you turned 18?

Had more than two kinds of any lessons before you turned 18?

Individuals in the media who dress and talk like you are portrayed positively?

Have credit cards at this time?

Are married at this time?

Went to a public grade and high school?

Family vacations involved staying at hotels?

Your parents bought you a car that was not a hand-me-down from them?

Have a cell phone?

Are a parent or future parent-to-be?

Live in a house?

Sleep with someone at night?

Participated in an SAT/ACT prep course as a teenager?

Had own television in your room in high school?

Own a mutual fund or IRA?

Feel you are a better parent than your own parents?

Flown anywhere on a commercial airline?

Own an SUV?

Ever been on a cruise with family or friends?

Ever been to museums and art galleries?

Take your child(ren) on vacations?

Do things with your child(ren) that your parents did with you growing up?

Own two or more vehicles?

Like to do some of the same things now as you did as a child/teenager?

Ever lived in the city?

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Where Am I At Right Now?:
Dave's Office
My Up or Down Mood?:
calm calm
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 David and I got married yesterday in a very small private ceremony. I will post more later, but I wanted to go ahead and let everyone know.






January 12, 2008
My Up or Down Mood?:
horny for my hubby horny for my hubby
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I am SO SO SO sorry I have not been around in a LONG while, but things have been a basic whirlwind since I moved in with David.

We are now engaged, and have been since November 9. I love him very much, and I never DREAMED this would ever happen to me.

I am living proof that if you are single and truly want someone, they will come into your life. I promise they will.

Hugs to you all and I promise to update and comment more often ASAP!!



Where Am I At Right Now?:
Our home office
My Up or Down Mood?:
chipper chipper
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It is almost autumn, my most beloved season of the year but I sure hate what comes after... BLAH!!

After play practice tomorrow, I am heading back up north for another week to spend with David at his house. I'll be home next Saturday, no bad luck. =)

And yes I read my friends page EVERY SINGLE DAY even if I do not comment. I love you all too much not to!

My Up or Down Mood?:
sleepy sleepy
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Hi everyone. This is my boyfriend Dave and we've been together sometime now. It's not been real long, but enough time has passed for us to have started talking about becoming engaged.

He is a firefighter and a paramedic and is simply the most wonderful man I have ever met. I cannot describe how great he is or how much I have fallen in love with him.

Hugs to all of you!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
happy happy
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Hi everyone. I wanted to post the latest press release of the newest play I am in. I get to be Amelia Earhart and am really excited.








Carol Altepeter, Kimberly Nease and Brenda Holzworth during a recent performance of "SISTERS"

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Tickets ON SALE NOW

History Dinner Theater slated for August 24th and 25th

Tickets are now available for the Friday, August 24th and Saturday, August 25th "History Dinner Theater" at Hamacher Hall, Historical and Culural Arts Center in Crothersville.

Come and enjoy an evening of dining in an air-conditioned, Historical Building with a relaxed atmosphere and an ambiance of Historical Remembrance. All around you, during your evening, will be fascinating Women of American History.

Dine with Amelia Earhart, Betsy Ross, and Annie Oakley, just to name a few.

The "History Dinner Theater" hosted by Hamacher Hall, will be presented by The Crothersville Town Players. The dinner will begin at 6:30 p.m. on both days.

The program will include, Dorothy J. Bibb Rice presenting "A Walk Down Memory Lane" and will include subjects of local interest. Mrs. Rice is a Crothersville native.

The program will also include the theatrical piece "SISTERS" recently performed before the Scott County Genealogical Society. The piece selected for the program consists of the interesting letters between two sisters in the Spring of 1857, with one on the Oregon Trail, the other in New York City.

At the conclusion of the Saturday Evening show, the name of one of the Crothersville Town Players will be drawn and the Non-Profit group or organization for which that player has chosen to sponsor will be awarded a cash donation of 100.00.

The Artistic Producer is Marcia Fleetwood.

The Director of Fine Arts is Kimberly Nease

The cast includes:

Virginia Donnell as Betsy Ross

Brenda Holzworth as Juliet Strauss and sister: Mary

Kimberly Nease as Amelia Earhart

Dorothy Rice as Rosie Monroe

Sandra Donnell as Laura Ingles Wilder

Stacie Peters as Annie Oakley

Z. Madge Wilson as Lucille Ball

Carol Altepeter as sister: Elizabeth

Marcia Fleetwood as Pocahontas

The Dinner is being catered by LaMaison Dess'ert. Tickets will be sold for table seating, and the tables, for the evening, will be "set" by area businesses, clubs and groups and each table setting will include free gifts and specialty items for dinner patrons to take home with them at the close of the program.

Area Clubs and Groups that have commited to decorating the tables at Hamacher Hall for the event will be, Crothersville Lion's Club, Crothersville Chapter Phi Beta Psi, Scott County Genealogical Society, The Crothersville Town Players, Crothersville Senior Center, The Food Panty-Crothersville Baptist Church, Turning Point, Souled Out Ministries, and Hamacher Hall.

Businesses that will be sponsoring tables include, Aunt Samantha's, Pets, INC and More Photography, and LaMaison Dessert.

Tickets are available for purchase now, at a cost of $15.00 for the meal, live performance theater, and gifts from your sponsored table. Seats are limited, and we anticipate this to be a premier community event, so get your tickets early. You may reserve or purchase tickets at LaMaison Dess'ert, or from any Town Player.

The Dinner Menu:

Garden Fresh Vegetable Salad

Traditional Ranch Dressing

Veal Parmesian with Marinara

Served on a Bed of Herbed Pasta or White Rice

Dinner Rolls with Herbed Butter

Iced Tea-Lemon Ale-Coffee

A Selection of Desserts

Hamacher Hall, the former 1st Presbyterian Church, is a beautiful historical building, located on Howard Street in Crothersville. It has served the community as a Historical and Cultural Arts Center since its dedication by The Greater Crothersville Heritage Foundation in 2001. Its purpose and mission is: TO ENCOURAGE INTEREST IN THE HISTORY OF CROTHERSVILLE AND PROMOTE VISUAL AND PERFORMING ARTS.

Hamacher Hall, Historical and Cultural Arts Center and "The Crothersville Town Players" are non-profit efforts. LaMaison Dess'ert is located inside the Hamacher Hall Annex and is ran by volunteers to support the efforts of Hamacher Hall.

The Dinner Theater is a FUNDRAISER to support the current needs of the Center. The goals for 2007 through 2008 are geared towards the sesqucentennial Anniversary of the Town of Crothersville. The group is raising funds to build a gazebo ampitheater for starlight concerts, summer performances, music festivals and art exhibits.

Donations are gladly accepted. Your donations are tax deductable.

LaMaison Dess'ert is open every Friday and Saturday 10 am to 8 pm.
My Up or Down Mood?:
chipper chipper
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Mike and I decided last week we needed to get away and have time alone. We have planned on taking two or three days and going to Vincennes and see all the old places we use to hang when we were in college together 15 years ago.

We're even going to go to the very place we met, the Student Union at their post office where I was buying stamps and he comes up to me with the line, "Don't I know you from somewhere?" I just looked at him with a mean glare and said, "No!" We started dating after that. SNICKER.

We're also going to go to his old apartment, the first place we had sex! LOL!! That should be a total hoot!

We both need this badly.

I am sure looking forward to it and plan on taking lots of pictures. If they turn out decent, I'll put a couple in here after they are developed.

We're leaving early Thursday morning.
My Up or Down Mood?:
calm calm
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
The Washing Machine
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Happy 4th of July!!!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
cynical cynical
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My Up or Down Mood?:
annoyed annoyed
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If this post pisses some people off, too damn bad...

The tribute last night was STUPID.

I was never a Benoit fan. Frankly couldn't stand him but never in a million years would I have thought he would become a killer of his own wife and little boy.

So assuming all these allegations are correct, all I can say about him is Fuck You Benoit.
If it was that bad, go ahead and kill yourself but you could have left your child and wife alone.

FUCK YOU TIMES TWO, YOU BASTARD.
My Up or Down Mood?:
angry angry
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I "appreciate" all the e-mails I have received over the past two weeks, but to be freaking honest here, Vince's "death angle" comes about five years too late for me to care.

I'm not a wrestling fan any longer.

What part of the above sentence is so hard to understand? I have moved past that area of my life and found other interests more fulfilling and interesting. The obsession truly IS dead!!


So please stop writing me asking me about it. Here's my response:



ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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And for Pete Sake, how many more morons can I hear from who actually think he is really DEAD?! The limo explosion was a WORK, fucking twits. My god, I did not realize people actually BELIEVED the WWE any longer. I don't know whether to laugh, cry, or bash my head against the wall.

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Changing the subject now, Happy First Day of Summer! This means we're getting closer to the last HP book being released and I am EXCITED!

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And last but certainly NOT least, we had a WONDERFUL time at Holiday World, even better than I expected.
Here is an Internet photograph of the biggest rollercoaster they have there.
It's called "The Voyage" and we rode it twice. To say it is amazing is a complete understatement:



My Up or Down Mood?:
annoyed annoyed
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Tomorrow is the day my family and I are going to the amusement park called "Holiday World" in Santa Claus, Indiana.

I am SO SO SO excited. I feel just like a little kid when I go and get to ride the rides.


There are 15 of us going.


Dad
Mom
Me
Michael
Angie
Cory
C.J.
Devon
Brandon
Stephanie
Dylan
Kane
Keeley
Cami
and Quinten

It should be one hell of a great day!


The above screen capture is one of the rides Mike and I are going on first! WOOHOO!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
excited excited
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Nothing going on except I wanted to show off my newest Glenn Beck icon... And to those of you that asked, yes Mike and I are dating. I don't think we ever "officially" stop, just take a break here and there.
My Up or Down Mood?:
chipper chipper
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There are only two words able to describe Memorial Day:



THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
somber
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I want to thank all of you who remembered my birthday. It sure meant alot to me, especially with losing Jace and all that.

I definitely want to say a BIG THANKS to April, Jeanette, Melissa, Randy, and Mike for the wonderful presents you all gave/sent me. You are SO SO SO special to me and even though I know your lives are busy, hectic, crazy, etc..., you made time for me and for that I will never forget.

Believe me, you won't be forgotten at your birthdays you five sweet people.

I didn't realize there was so much Betty Boop stuff out there in the world! LOL!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
cheerful cheerful
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If you have a beloved pet, please hold him or her closer tonight. Love them, stroke them, just be thankful they are there.

I knew I loved Jace but I did not realize how much I would miss him. It is still hard to believe he is gone forever but reality starts to sit in and it is almost frightening what you can get use to after it has occurred long enough.

I do and I do not want another dog. I'm not sure what to do about that. I guess just wait until there is NO "I do not want..." in my thinking because I don't feel it would be fair to the new pup.

I looked in the animals section of our local paper today and scanned the ads but part of my heart was just not in it so I know it is not time yet.

I hope my sister and brother-in-law do not get me a puppy for my birthday on Sunday. I don't believe they will since I am back with my parents but you never know for sure.

A portion of me can't believe I will turn 36 this weekend, but then again part of me could not care less, and feels that doesn't mean a thing. I wonder which side is right?
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My Up or Down Mood?:
depressed depressed
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
Glenn Beck
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Jace died today.
My Up or Down Mood?:
torn apart
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I am so ashamed of myself but I have an "official" crush on Glenn Beck now. EW!!!!!!!!
What is WRONG with me? I must be way more lonely than I thought... Or else I am a REALLY SICK FREAK!






My Up or Down Mood?:
devious devious
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
Glenn's Radio Program
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It's been a LONG time since I was here, and I apologize.
It's not been really good since I left and the story is long but I'll go into the short of it.
I got sick again and had to return to the mental hospital. It was the same one I was in a year ago when I had the complete mental break-down. I was there longer this time then before.
They did change my meds around, taking me off three, and putting me on two new ones which seem to be helping a LOT. For this I am glad.

I had to move out of my apartment and come back home with my parents. I absolutely hate this living arrangement and am disgusted by it but getting so ill again, I had no choice. I can't stand people my age living with their parents, it sickens me. They seem like the biggest losers of all time and I have been so angry with myself.  How long I can do this, I do not know.

I am considering trying nursing school out with my father and sister this coming fall and if that is the case, it will be kind of good me living here. Who knows if THAT will work out or not, however. I don't know if I am strong enough to be a RN.

As for other news around the small burg of the town I reside in...

When everything seemed to be settling down on the homefront, it started going around that a man I had went to school with had come up missing. He had not been out of prison long, and it just seemed strange.
I'm not going to go into any details about what happened, but come to find out, he had been murdered.
He was found right along the road I live on. In fact, he also was killed on this very street.
I knew this man pretty well having been in class with him since kindergarten and it has bothered me to no end.
I can't believe he was taken in the way he was and the people involved make it 1000 times worse.
I know I'm being vague but I rather not go into any more detail. This has about crippled our town, at least for now and it is heart-wrenching.

If you live near me in real life, even as far as Louisville, KY, you know the story already, so no need for me to discuss it further. It's been on every news program they could show last week.

If you are curious in reading the story, this came out in my town's paper just yesterday:

http://crothersville.net/times/050207_murder.htm

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On the flip side, I have had something that has made has made me a little bit happy. I know who Glenn Beck is now. Yes he is a neo-con stinking disgusting bastard, and stands for every single thing I hate... but hey, I think he's cute.

I will also try and get caught up on my friends page ASAP. I am SO sorry I have been away. If anything major has happened, PLEASE let me know. Thanks!
Where Am I At Right Now?:
My parents kitchen
My Up or Down Mood?:
depressed depressed
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I have had to drop out of the Master's degree program due to my Dad's health and it bothering me so much. It has really hurt my grades and I am not going to pass this semester. I am trying to see if they will let me drop the two classes I am in but if not... I will just be kicked out of the program... Oh well.

I also had to give Jace away to my parents because people here at the complex were complaining about dogs. It has not been a good week.

I don't know what to do to make things better.
My Up or Down Mood?:
depressed depressed
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No I am not returning to LJ. We are still having a lot of trouble with my Dad so I don't have time, but I did want to post that my brother Brandon's ex-girlfriend Summer finally passed away.

I mentioned in here awhile back that she only had two weeks to live. That strong, beautiful, young lady beat the odds and lived this long. She made it up until yesterday but could go on no farther.

Here is her obituary:

Summer Nicole Wheeler
Summer Nicole Wheeler, 18, Crothersville, daughter of Billy and Terri Eldridge, passed away at 12:49 p.m. Tuesday, March 6, 2007, at Schneck Medical Center, Seymour.
Arrangements are pending at Adams Funeral Home, Crothersville.


The link is at: http://tribtown.com/main.asp?SectionID=35&SubSectionID=63&ArticleID=23388&TM=74922.91

I plan on going with Brandon to the viewing tomorrow night. The last two memories I have etched of Summer in my head are:

1.) She was with Brandon over the summer at a local festival and she and I were talking.

2.) Not long ago, I saw her in a wheelchair being pushed down the street by one of her parents.

Brandon is taking it very hard, a lot rougher than we expected. I do not know how to help him except be there if he needs to talk.
Where Am I At Right Now?:
my bedroom
My Up or Down Mood?:
very sad very sad
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With my Dad how he is, I'm not going to be around LJ for a while. My parents need me way too much right now for me to be spending any extra time on the Internet so I wanted to tell you all bye for now. Please keep me up to date with your lives by e-mail. I WILL be checking that but not very often.

HUGS to you all and I promise to return when I can.

Love, Kimbie
My Up or Down Mood?:
depressed depressed
* * *

We found out today just how bad of shape my father is in.


His kidneys are only functioning at 50% capacity of what they should be.


He also had a heart attack and didn't even know it. It was called a "silent heart attack" and happened just recently.


We got the results from the VA hospital in Louisville.


Now my Mom is getting him ready to go to St. Vincent's hospital in Indianapolis to see both a heart specialist and a kidney specialist as soon as she can.


Please keep him and all my family in your prayers and thoughts.


I just can't believe my Daddy has had a heart attack!
My Up or Down Mood?:
crying crying
* * *

How sad about Anna Nicole, how very very sad indeed. May she rest in some peace now.
My Up or Down Mood?:
contemplative contemplative
* * *

Does Being a Mommy Make You Nicer?
http://www.courier-journal.com/blogs/mom/blog.html
My Up or Down Mood?:
aggravated aggravated
* * *


My Up or Down Mood?:
calm calm
* * *

My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
My Boys Did It!
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
elated elated
* * *

I am running a fever and I don't feel good. I'm not sure if I'm coming down with something but I sure hope not.

I went to school today even though I had to drag myself. I take my lap top with me and that helps relieve the boredom, especially when I chat on AIM. The class is SO long. Have I mentioned graduate school is hard as hell and that I do not know if I am going to make it through or not? Well I don't. This semester is going to make or break me.

But I did NOT go to play practice. This is the first time I've missed since I joined CTP and I feel bad about it but I just did not have it in me to go. I hope they all understand.
My Up or Down Mood?:
sick sick
* * *

To people who doubt weight loss surgery works, I just read a tear wreching post from a girl who went from 503 pounds to now weighing 165 and she looks AMAZING.

It has torn my heart in two, but in a good way.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And by the way, thank you for writing to me my friend. I'm glad to have you back in my life dear heart. We have a LOT of catching up to do.

I didn't realize how much I had missed you.
My Up or Down Mood?:
cold cold
* * *

Speaking of friends from my past, there is actually one person I miss, and I know must miss me because they come here and read this journal enough. (Thanks to ISP counter readers embedded in my journal).

I would not mind being friends with this one person again and therefore I am making the first move here in my journal. I'm not naming names or even the sex because you know exactly who you are.

This is your chance to become friends again if you really want to. You know my e-mail address, I have extended the white flag and am waving it. It's up to you to approach now.

If you want, IM me at KIMBERNEA.

I look forward to hearing from you and how your life has been.
My Up or Down Mood?:
calm calm
* * *

I've had more than my share of fair weather friends, but I have never had one stop talking to me completely because I admitted in here about my depression.

He reads my journal and I thought he realized the extent of my illness. He knew I had bipolar because I told him.

He has stopped talking to me period. I do not know whether to be angry, or embarrassed.

This is my journal and I write things about my private life in it. It is not to be used as some sort of tool "against" me.

Maybe I should have made the depression entry "friends only" since he is not on my friends list, but I don't want to have to start censoring my journal because of potential real life friends.

It hurts that he doesn't want to talk any longer, but what can I do? Nothing.

I have never had any of my other friends turn their backs on me because of my bipolar. All I can say to this one dude is, "You better not tempt fate. You never know when something might happen to you. Oops... it already has. Looks like THAT alone would make you more understanding.

I accepted you the way you were, but you could not do the same for me. You will reap what you sow, fellow. Ciao, and I'm removing your name from my buddy list."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm back to sleeping in the living room but now on my loveseat. Yes it's short and my legs hang over, but I don't want to be in here. It is depressing.

When I'm on my loveseat, I cover up in my sun/moon blankie and turn on my little portable heater. I like to put one of my arms next to it and feel the warm air blow onto it. That helps me sleep. I also like it when the air whooshs up under my blanket keeping me all toasty.

Sometimes Jace lays next to me and others, he sleeps between me and the front door. That seems to be his favorite spot at night, just like he is protecting me from anyone who might try to come through it.

Have I mentioned lately I love my big old mean doggie? Hehehe.
My Up or Down Mood?:
cynical cynical
* * *

Being a graduate student is HARD!! I had no idea going after my Master's degree would be so complex.

No wonder so few people do this. I don't know that I will ever complete it. I am having one hell of a major graduation party if I do.

It is VERY difficult!!!!!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
anxious anxious
* * *

The things in bold are true in my feelings or my life at this time.

1. I have a six pack of beer in the fridge.
2. I would rather drink water than, say, soda.
3. I love dogs.
4. I love to read.
5. I love to write.

6. I don't see the point in buying a movie if you've already seen it once.
7. Hilary Duff is over-rated and dull.
8. So is Justin Timberlake.
9. I'm afraid of spiders.

10. I'm afraid of the dark.
11. I have more than two journals.
12. I believe in reincarnation.
13. I have cried in the last 24 hours.
14. I love rock music.
15. Make-up is a must.

16. I am pierced in more places than my ears.
17. I WANT to be pierced somewhere that I'm not.
18. I have two or more pets.
19. I need money - fast.
20. Pencil sharpeners are cool!
21. I'm hyper at this very moment.
22. And bored.
23. And I have no life.
24. I'm hungry.
25. I have more than three best friends.
26. My stereotype at school was loner.

27. I date people who others think are odd.
28. Swimming is my life.
29. New Found Glory is awesome.
30. Christian bands are awesome (Switchfoot, Relient K, etc).
31. Who the hell came up with the word "Cuddle"?
32. And window.
33. Mom and Dad are the best things in my life.
34. My hair is dyed

35. I have to poop.
36. I have and love my siblings.
37. I like all of my friends.

38. I'm going to be a Junior in college next year.
39. I read lots of magazines.
40. I watch TV too much.
41. I used to be obsessed with Gel Pens.
42. I'm straight.
43. I don't know what sexuality I am.
44. I love to draw.
45. I love to ride horses.
46. Lemonade sucks!!!!!!
47. I go online too much.
48. I love amusement parks.
49. I adore roller coasters.

50. I want to be pregnant and have a baby NOW!!!
51. I'm single and I date.
52. I should go get the mail.
53. I never get mail!
54. "Poop" is a pretty funny word.
55. So is frolic!
56. Gay guys are hot.
57. Straight guys are hot too.
58. I love holding hands and walking on the beach.

59. The rain calms me.
60. I have about 100 music CDs.
61. And 500 DVDs.

62. I flip people off very often.
63. People flip ME off very often.
64. Some of my friends are so ignorant.
65. I wish some people would make up their mind.
66. I've had sex more than 10 times.
67. The farthest I've gone with a guy is standing five feet away from him.
68. I wish I had bigger boobs.
69. I wish I had smaller boobs.
70. I wish I was a girl so I could answer those last two questions.
71. I think that I'm genuinely attractive.
72. I prefer daytime to nighttime.
73. My parents are married.
74. I have had a penpal before. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Who, Kim, have pen-pals?????
75. I sleep with a stuffed animal. Or 15 in my case
76. I love cop shows.
77. I hate crying.
78. Sometimes I feel like starting over.

79. Video games are awesome.
80. I love my significant other with all I have.
81. Time is going by so slow today.
82. I always feel like I'm being rushed.
83. I haven't slept in days.
84. I haven't eaten in days.
85. I'm afraid to get contacts.
86. I collect things.
87. I love wearing glittery clothes or glitter on my face.
88. I'm usually the life of the party.
89. I'm really shy.
90. I saw the sign.
91. LJ is starting to get on my nerves.
92. I like Avril Lavigne!

93. I like most vegetables.
94. I actually believe stupid urban legends.
95. I love to clean.
96. I have tried to commit suicide.
97. I have prevented someone from committing suicide.
98. This thing was boring, but it kept me busy.
99. This was dull!
100. *Yawn.*

101. When I get C.D.'s, I listen to them over and over.
102. I can touch my nose with my tongue
103. I can put both feet behind my head
104. I have allergies.
105. I believe there is more than just gold at Fort Knox.
My Up or Down Mood?:
bored bored
* * *

How easy it seems to be to be spiritual or religious or whatever you are, when you have someone very special in your life?

Does having that person mean your God, Goddess, or whatever you believe in has smiled on you a bit more kindly then on those of us who are alone without a SO? Does having someone special make it just a bit easier to praise whatever it is you worship, if you do?

It's amazing to me the number of single people without a special person in their lives on my friends list who are atheists. The numbers overwhelm me. I mean it is their personal business and as long as they are happy, that is what matters.

I've only ever known one atheist in my real life. He was a single person whom had no special person in his life, and he was the most miserable acting, depressed, sad person I ever met. He was pathetic to be honest. I'm not sure why he was this way. Oh well... hopefully he got professional mental help because he was one who needed it badly!
My Up or Down Mood?:
curious curious
* * *

I got this e-mail today and I am SO there on February 8th!


34 years ago today, the Supreme Court handed down the groundbreaking Roe v. Wade decision, allowing women control over their own bodies. How has America changed in these 34 years?

* The rates of complication and death due to unsafe, illegal abortions have plummeted.
* Women may pursue educational and employment opportunities that were often unthinkable in the 1970s.
* Our government has let itself become bogged down in a "culture war" over abortion, rather than seeking to unite America behind an agenda of preventing unintended pregnancy.

There is no doubt that abortion must remain legal. Control of one's own fertility is a universal human right; women have come too far in the past 34 years to go back. But at the same time, the right to a safe, legal abortion is not enough. We must educate and empower all people to make healthy decisions about their sexuality, and prevent pregnancy until they are ready to become parents.

That's why we need you with us at the statehouse on February 8 for the Prevention Now rally. Reserve your bus seat and t-shirt today.

In the past 34 years, the Indiana state legislature has dealt with over 140 bills that would restrict access to abortion (including 5 this session!) and less than a dozen that would help people prevent unintended pregnancy. Join us for the Prevention Now rally and demand that our legislature:

* Distinguish the difference between birth control and abortion, and not restrict access to birth control.
* Protect a patient's right to obtain her valid, legal birth control prescription from a pharmacy, regardless of an individual pharmacist's beliefs.
* Ensure that parents know what their children are--or are not--being taught in their school's sex education classes.
* Require that any entity receiving public funding to educate about sex, sexuality, pregnancy, STDs, etc, teach only medically accurate, factual information.

These ideas have not officially been introduced as bills in this legislative session, but they can be amended into existing related bills. That's why it's especially important that every advocate of contraception and comprehensive sex education join us for the Prevention Now rally on February 8.

We must make our voices heard. We must change the conversation. We must stand up for Prevention Now.

Visit the web address below to tell your friends about this.
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My Up or Down Mood?:
determined determined
* * *

If I hear from one more "use-to-be" pro-choice woman who "changed" to being "pro-life" once she "experienced the wonderfulness of becoming a mother", I am going to fucking scream!

La Dee Da that your brats changed your opinions. I am SO glad this doesn't happen for the majority of pro-choice women who become Moms. Most of them KEEP their wits.

FUCK YOU AND THE HORSES YOU RODE IN ON!! You got to MAKE THE CHOICE to become mothers, you were not forced into it you stupid bitches.

GO FUCK YOURSELVES!
My Up or Down Mood?:
angry angry
* * *

Peyton and my Colts did it!! Now we just gotta wait until February 4th. WOOHOO!!!!!!!!! I'm SO PROUD OF HOW THEY CAME BACK AND BEAT NEW ENGLAND! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
ecstatic ecstatic
* * *

http://www.mybloglog.com/buzz/members/moongarden1971/

Go join!!



Your Career Personality: Original, Devoted, and Service Oriented

Your Ideal Careers:

Art director
Book editor
College professor
Composer
Film director
Graphic designer
Novelist
Stage actor
Psychiatrist
Writer
My Up or Down Mood?:
blah blah
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http://tribtown.com/main.asp?SectionID=1&SubSectionID=186&ArticleID=22561&TM=72489.3
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UPDATE ON IZELLA'S CONDITION:

The stroke Izella suffered was a massive one, and the entire right side of her body is affected. It's like you took a marker and drew a line from the middle of your forehead, down the bridge of your nose and on downward. You would be unable to even move one finger on your right half. The entire left side of her brain has been severely damaged.

She is somewhat aware what has happened to her and she cannot speak, but she is awake and conscious. The doctors are getting ready to move her to a rehabilitation center within the next few days for there is nothing else the hospital can do.

More as I learn of it.

Bless her poor poor heart...
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Please forgive me for not commenting in your journals lately but I'm just too upset at the moment. I AM reading them, however. Please know I AM keeping up, just not responding. I hope you can overlook this at the present time.
My Up or Down Mood?:
sad and depressed sad and depressed
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
"Mad World" -- Gary Jules
* * *

I have an older friend named Izella (Eye-zell-a) who recently gave me some baby clothes because she knew I had a couple friends who had given birth not long ago and could possibly use them.

Well today Izzy suffered a stroke and was rushed to the hospital. She is not doing very well at all, and I've been doing a LOT of crying since I found out late this evening.

I discovered the news from our friend Marsha.

The only thing I know for sure is that the entire right side of her body is completely paralyzed, and that she is in critical condition.

I honestly don't expect her to make it, and I JUST SAW HER LIKE TWO DAYS AGO and she was up sitting at her kitchen table here at the apartment complex eating some soup. She seemed fine then.

A bit of history on her... she never married because the one man she loved with all her heart died before they could be wed and she just was not able to love another. It was such a tragic love story. So she doesn't have any children to care for her. The only person she does have is our mutual friend Madge and I guess SHE will be responsible for Izzy if she ever comes home.

It's so horrible. I just got off the phone from my Mom, and I was crying my eyes out. It's part from pain, and half from shock. I cannot believe this has happened.

Poor Izella.

PLEASE PLEASE keep her in your prayers, thoughts, etc... whatever it is you might do. Light a candle, say a mantra, just something PLEASE! It would be SO much appreciated by us all.
My Up or Down Mood?:
worried worried
* * *

1). Your gender? Female

2). Straight/gay/bi? Straight

3). Single? Yes

4). Want to be? It's not so bad. After the last couple losers I've dated, being single is kind of nice right now.

5). Age you are right now? 35

6). Age you lost your virginity? 18

7). Age you wish you were? 19

8). The color of your eyes? Blue

9). Piercings: Two in each ear lobe

10). Tattoos: Yes, 3 of them

DO YOU...

11). Smoke? Not anymore

12). Read the newspaper? Daily

13). Talk to strangers who IM you? No way

14). Take walks in the rain? I do in summer

15). Drive? Of course

16). Like to drive fast? Yes I always speed

17). Like to cut or hurt yourself? No I do not

HAVE YOU EVER...

18). Been out of the country? No

19). Been in love with anyone? No

20). Done drugs? Yes

21). Gone skinny dipping? No

22). Had any type of major surgery? Yes

23). Ran away from home when you were a child? No

24). Played strip poker? Yes with Troy

25). Gotten beat up? Hell no

26). Beaten someone else up? Uh yes. HI LIBBY if you're stalking me and reading this, Bitch!

27). Been on stage? Yes quite a bit here in the last year

28). Slept outdoors? Yeah

29). Pulled an all-night? An all-night what?

30). Talked on the phone all day or night? I once talked on the phone for EIGHT HOURS STRAIGHT and I HATE talking on the phone!

31). Slept all day? Yeah, depression makes that an easy thing to do

32). Killed someone? Not that I can remember

33). Made out with a stranger? Yes

34). Had sex with a stranger? Yes

35). Kissed the same sex: Yes

36). Done anything sexual with the same sex? Nope and have no desire to, BLEH!

37). Been betrayed by a close friend? Yes

38). Broken the law? Yes

39). Went to jail for it? No

40). Been in the newspaper or on radio/tv? Yeah with my acting group

41). Been in a mosh-pit? Nah

42). Had a mental breakdown? Yes

43). Been criticized about your sexual performance? Ha, never

44). Been praised for your sexual performance? You better believe it

45). Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah and it was creepy, about tornadoes!

46). Favorite shoe type? Tennis shoes

47). Favorite music? Rock

48). Wear any sort of hats? Yeah, baseball caps

49). Judged other people by their clothing? Yes, sadly

50). Are you trendy? Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

51). Life on other planets? Not really

52). Miracles? I keep waiting for mine and it hasn't happened yet so NO!

53). Astrology? Not a bit

54). Magic? No

55). God? Yes

56). Love? Not really, at least not for me

57). Ghosts? NO! When you are dead, you are in the grave and you don't know a thing!

58). Rebirth? NO!

59). Love at first sight? Not a chance in HELL!

60). Yin and Yang? Beats me

61). Witches? Some people believe they are, and that is their business, not mine

62). The Easter Bunny? You better believe it!

63). Do you consider love a mistake? I've never been in love with anyone so how would I know?

64). What do you find romantic? I don't

65). A major turn-off? A man who cannot forget an ex. GET OVER HER! She doesn't care anything about you or she wouldn't have dumped you for someone else! GET A LIFE, LOSER!!

66). Do you base your judgement on looks alone? More than I should

67). Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted? NEVER, I am too visual

68). What is best about the opposite sex? I love a man who has a beautiful singing voice and is handsome with it

69). What is the last present someone got you? My sister got me a GameBoy

70). Are you in love with anyone right now? No

LAST PERSON...

71). That you laughed at? My brother Brandon

72). That laughed at you? My niece Cami

73). That turned you on? Brad Sherwood

74). That kissed you? My nephew Quin

75). That you went shopping with? My Mom

76). To disappoint you? My brother Dylan

77). To make you cry? No one has made me cry besides myself in YEARS

78). To brighten up your day? My friends Marsha and Brenda

79). You saw a movie with? My friend April

80). You talked to on the phone? My friend Carol

81). You talked to on text message? I don't do that

82). Your bestest friends are? April, Jeanette, and Theresa

VARIOUS...

83). Smiled? Sometime tonight at my Lions Club meeting

84). Laughed? Same as above

85). Cried? Yesterday

86). Bought something? I got a Cappuccino this morning

87). Danced? New Years Eve

88). Who is your TV crush? Bradley R. Sherwood

89). What is your favorite drink? Diet Mt. Dew

90). Glad this is done? Yes!!!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
bored bored
Do You Hear What I Hear?:
"Exile" -- Enya
* * *
But not one to let an interesting meme go by... NO WAY, not me...

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss......
was actually pretty disgusting.

2. I am listening to...
my portable heater.

3. I talk...
way way too much at times and not enough at others.

4. I love...
my parents.

5. My best friend(s)...
are very special to me.

6. My first real kiss...
was exciting. I wasn't sure I actually COULD kiss.

8. I hate it when people ask...
me if I have a boyfriend. No I don't so get over it.

9. Love is....
something I do not believe in any longer and never will.

10. Marriage is....
not something I ever plan or want to do.

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
that he wished I was still his girlfriend. Sucks to be you!

12. I'll always...
enjoy knowing men from my past are in pain over me.

13. I have a crush...
on absolutely no one except Brad Sherwood.

14. The last time I cried was because...
I was depressed and very stressed out.

15. My cell phone....
hasn't had it's bill paid this month.

16. When I wake up in the morning....
sometimes I am still so tired, I can barely take a shower.

17. Before I go to bed...
I check my email and my LJ friends page

18. Right now I am thinking about...
my homework for graduate school and it is freaking HARD!!!!

19. Babies are...
gross and disgusting.

20. I get on myspace...
That should say I DON'T get on myspace.

21. Today I...
went to grad school and to play practice.

22. Tonight I will...
do something that is NOYB.

23. Tomorrow it will be...
yet another day. I may go to church again like I did last Sunday.

24. I really want to be...
able to meet the man of my dreams but it will never happen because he does not exist.

25. Where is your cell phone? By my bed.

26. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? I do not have one since I dumped yet another one.

27. Your hair? Thick, curly, and dark brown.

28. Your mother? Wonderful.

29. Your father? Brave.

30. Your favorite item? iPOD.

31.. Your dream last night? I dreamed about some guys named Steve and Chad (????).

32. You favorite drink? Diet Mt. Dew.

33. Your dream car? BMW.

34. The room you are in right now? My bedroom.

35. Your ex? A loser!!

36. Your fear? Losing my mom and dad.

37. You 10 years from now? Maybe with a husband.

38. Who did you hang out with last night? Marsha, Brenda, Virginia, Don, and Carol.

39. What you're not? A liar.

40. What is your favorite kind of muffins? Multi-berry.

41. One of your wish list items? More money.

42. What do you think of time? It is just time, nothing more, nothing less.

43. What is the last thing you did? Answer homework.

44. What are you wearing? PJ.s and sports bra.

45. What are your favorite books? All the Harry Potter series.

46. What is the last thing you ate? Fish.

47. How is your life? Hectic.

48. What is your mood right now? Bored or I wouldn't be doing this.

49. What about your friends? They are neat.

50. What are you thinking about right now? Same answer as above!

51. What kind of car do you own? 2002 Gold Dodge Neon.

52. What are you doing at the moment? Doing this meme.

53. Your summer was? It was a rough summer, not one I want to endure again.

54. What is your relationship status? I am single like usual.

55. What is on the television? Some cartoons.

56. What is your fav TV show? "The Shield". Is it EVER coming back on????

57. When is the last time you laughed? Yesterday afternoon.

58. What did you laugh at? When I heard a commercial talking about "dog breath". I haven't heard that expression in literally YEARS!

59. When was the last time you cried? Earlier today.

60. What did you cry about? Stress about school and stuff.

61. Explain what ended your last relationship?
He wanted to put someone else first and Kim is second to NO ONE! Funny how he tried to get me back later. Don't they ALWAYS...

62. When was the last time you shaved?
This morning in the shower.

63. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m.?
Driving in the rain toward school at IUS.

64. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Reading a magazine.

65. Are you any good at math?
No I am terrible at any kind of math.

66. How was your prom night?
It was actually pretty good but I had an even better time at the After-Prom.

67. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Pocahontas.

68. Have you had to take a loan out for school?
Yes a LOT of them. YUCK!

69. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
I do not DO myspace. Did you not read the above answer you twit?

70. What was the last thing you received in the mail?
I got quite a few magazines. YEAH!!

71. How many different beverages have you had today?
I've had about three different types including water.

72. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
I usually always do. That's what they are there for.

73. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
Tracy Lawrence.

74. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No I never have. What is the point? I don't get it.

75. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
When I had all four of my wisdom teeth pulled at the same time. OUCH!!!!!!!!!

76. What is out your back door?
Back door? I have ONE door and it is a front one. I live in an apartment, thank you!

77. Any plans for Friday night?
I always have plans.

78. Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
I don't live near the ocean so I could not tell you this.

79. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different types of popcorn?
Yes, hasn't everyone? Stale crap...

80. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes, but only once sadly.

81. Do you re-use towels after you shower?
Of course! Why not? They are only wet, not dirty. DUH!!!

82. Some things you are excited about?
The play coming up. I can't wait to put it on, and be in the lead.

83. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
Sugar-free Strawberry.

84. Describe your keychain(s)
I have all kinds, but my fave is a clip pic of Brad Sherwood in a suit.

85. Where do you keep your change?
In my change purse, where else?

86. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Just today when I introduced myself in class.

87. What kind of winter coat do you own?
I have a LOT of different coats and jackets.

88. What was the weather like on your high school graduation day?
It was a warm May day, the day right after my 18th birthday.

89. What about your college graduation day?
I didn't mess with that hell. I got my diploma. That was ENOUGH!!!!

90. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Open because I can't stand it closed. BLEH!

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THE END!!
My Up or Down Mood?:
bored bored
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With me starting my second semester of graduate school this week, and taking over the lead role (Inspector Clueless) in "The Romanian Uranium Mystery" (LONG story), I am going to have to go on LiveJournal vacation for a week or two.

I love you all and will be back as soon as I get everything straightened out, and can manage my time more constructively.

If you need to get ahold of me, please e-mail me, or add me to your AOL IM buddy lists under the screen name KIMBERNEA. I would love to chat!! =)
My Up or Down Mood?:
tired tired
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